I hate Myself

Why do I do things I know I'll regret
Later on it makes me feel like shit
I get up in the morning to another day
Of self pity and wanting to run away
An escape
Would be nice right about now
A safe place
Would be nice to find if there was one
But I know
It's hard to find a light in the dark
Beneath the clouds surrounding
Every little part hidden away

So tell me why
Everytime I start to see the light
Everytime I smile it turns upside down
Everytime I laugh I end up in tears
Tell me why
Do I hate myself more and more
As the days go on
I cry myself to sleep at night
Thinking
Thinking
About what I should do
I don't know
Except I hate myself today

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